Brittany

I just want to say something for everyone.

I dont care how mad you are at your friends or family or anyone.

Recent events have just made me relize that no matter if we never see our friends or family or if they live far away. We should always call or something even if its just to say hello and that you are thinking about them because one day they could all be gone in an instant. Just like that. So if there is someone you are mad at or upset with then apoplogize and tell them how much you really care. if there is someone you ahvent talked to in a long time then call them.

I am glad i didnt learn this to late becasue I could have.

Please pray for everone that goes to Eastern Guilford High School. All of the Students and Staff and all of the everyday heros we sometime take for granted.
I love all of my friends and family and i hope they know that.

Okay so...like the storm that we had was...AWSOME! sorry i liked it i was standing out in it and getting physicaly blown around. It was cool. Call me retarded i know but OH WELL.
Yeah...Dong i want to listen to my backstreetboys CD but kristen stole it to put it on her mp3 playerD: ...dont ask.
I know ....we are retarded...but you stil love us..
xD
im done =D
'Cause when the minutes seem like hours and the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by you know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred-forty hours in my day


P.S.- is jumping around- YAY UNDEROATH ISNT BREAKING UP!!!

well a little for i must go and forget it,
YAY! i might have a slight liking toward someone.....I HIT HIS ARM...xDDD
sorry i found it funny. Anyways, yep. Okay im good, dylan is officially and Idiot and so is James...the end.
And Kate came by my place today and she was going to the ,mall but i couldnt go. D: oh well maybe next time. We have to host tomorrow AHHHHH! but hopefully our bandanas will intimidate people and help us! or not....I dont know.
Love to all! < 333
Bye

Well, saturday rocked. I got to see Kristen, Hannah, Sammy, Sean and Josh! we went and saw the covenant and it was pretty good to me. But what the heck is a darkling?!?!?!??!? Anyway, we almost missed the movie because me and Hannah started playing this Jurrasic park game and we were screamming " die, die" at this dino... and i randomly asked what time is it? and sammy goes 3: 10 and were like OH CRAp and we run and Sean gets in for free.....xD
Well got to go write more later,,,,

about .....okay , sorry had to get noodles. Anyway, not much has happened to day. We played with calculators in Algabra 2. It was.....weird....

At luch, marshall started talking about how scientist in India used to ship people to the USA so scientist here could do experiments. The dylan goes " you know i would like to take an Indian and putto hearts in it and see if it would run any faster." I was like where the heck do yuo come up with this?
" I get home play about 6 hours of x-box, the i sit around bored for about 20 or 30 minutes, and...." gets side tracked.
He also tried to rip my notebook from my hand that i am writting in. Yeah , so thats about it. now im in a chat and am still shaking for no reason.
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Im going away for today and tomorrow. Just letting you know. Goodbye my minions....love you all!
P.S.- OMFG WE GOT A NEW CAR!!!!!!

-sigh- Well, i dont really have much to say. My dreams are some what depressing me and also how hard i am trying to go to EGHS for me and my friends.I really dont want to be ith them. I feel like...well i dont know whati feel anymore. I just i try so hard but everything seems to crumble beneath me all the time. I really dont want to go to Williams for three reasons 1( i just really dont want to go 2( I know no one and i want to stay with my friends 3( i could encounter a prolem i really dont want to face or much less talk about. Let's just say it could make things awkward and complicated. I need my friends wether they need me ir not, but right now i feel like giving up. i've tried so hard yet i feel like i havent tried at all. not matter what they say i still feel like i am letting them down somehow. someone said somthing on day and it made me feel bad though i didntsay it did. i know it wasnt meant to hurt but it did and with that, that is why i feel like i am letting them down and abandoning them. i dont know whatt o do anymore. What can i do?

Well, I am pretty bored right now. I just tried to talk to Carrie but she hung up after like..i dont know maybe a minute. Dang, i am really lonley i havent ssen barley anyof my friends excep sean and Kristen and Darlene. Oh and Brianna when i went to the pool with darlene. I havent even seen Hannah yet. I havent been able to get online except for like...today. But yeah but I am really lonley. I had a dream that it was the laast day of school and we were in a mall parking lot{ don't know why}and we were all giving each other hugs like it was the last time we would ever see each other again and i could actually FEEL the hug. It made me somewhat sad... Anyway, on a happier note, We went to South Carolina to pick up a dog at an animal shelter. It is a Wymeraghner {No clue how you spell that} but yeah. She we had one but she unfortunatley died and now we have one named max. he is really sweet. On our way back there was a wreck and we sat in the car for about and hour and a half or more. and my brother was getting on my nerves so bad. i mean we werent even moving it was dead stop and i was tired and bored a restless so i was reallt bitchy. But yeah i love the dog it just makes me miss Poly...anyway, i am bored so someone call me if you see this. I am with my dad all weekend and all next week so i will be at 676-7064. Oh! and i might be going to Carowinds next week sometime like Monday or Tuesday, and i think i have talked my dad into letting some of my friends come so yeah. So if you want to go tell me! Hannah why haven't you called me? meh i would have called you but i didnt know if you phones were still not working...but yeah anyway... Love to all.

Okay, so we Being me and kristen went to the mall today. I waited for thirty minutes while she got her hair cut. KRISTEN IT IS NOT AND WAS NOT A BOWL!!!!!! Anyways, after that we meet up with Sean and walked around, went to Hot Topic and Spencera where Kristen mistook a girl for a guy but is denying it. anyways, theen we walked around more got some food and stalked a dude and then when Sean tried to get him to talk to Kristen she ran the other way ducked down ran down an aisle turned around , saw a poster said" OH , THATS SEXY!" and ran out laughing. And before that Sean went in a gansta store and was looking at shirts where a girl laugheed at him. After i left Kristen's, i went to the burlington mall. We went to FYE and the dude behind the counter was singing along to FOB which was playing. it was funny. i saaw alot of ...people.. and it was funny and i saw Dylan and we talked and then before that i saw Candices little sister and we talked and then Tifanny came over and then these dudes were with her and this one had cool pants and i followed him amd Dylan into the arcade where Dylan left and the dude left later. I also without trying to won 100 tickets so yeah. but it was fun and somehow i saw someone that looked like Robbie kristen....haha the hair looked like it. haha, i wish you were there to see it. I miss alot of my friends and expect me to show up unexpedtedly sometime...

wow i gotta "get up" in like 2 hours...heck i dont even know if i will go to sleep....well this night has been ..well idont know how to explain it. its been good then calm then depressing. well, atleast i had someone to help me and spill my pain and worries to....i feel somewhat better now...oh how i wish i knew what my life would have been like if somethings hadnt of happened. i love all my friends and i justwant you all to know that. And now i have to get up in one hour! yeppe but then i can go to sleep later.. but like i said i love all of yall. your like my family. i wouldnt be anywhere without yall. i am so glad yall are my friends and trust me i am gonna need yall this year. but yeah , without yall i wouldnt have really any reason to live except for my family... i just wanted to thank all of my friends for being there for me always.And also for being my friend. i know im wierd but you just have to put up with it...hehe...but yeah. just...thanks....for everything.